I've been depressed
I've been angry
I've had the worst few weeks of my life.
I know that this pain won't just go away.
But I've had three reasonable days in a row.
Days were I've been mostly okay and sometimes really sad and sometimes really angry.
But mostly okay.
I didn't know that I would ever be mostly okay again.
And even though I was so mad at him.
God has still been looking after me.