I haven't looked at previous posts yet. I can't. I will write as much as I can handle and then I'll stop.
Thumper is gone.
We had our ultra sound for reassurance. And I knew. I saw the picture and he was gone. I could see the shape but there was no heart beat, no movement, no blood, no life. Our baby had died. We were in shock. We just hadn't really thought that this would be an outcome of the scan.
We are so very sad. Christmas was not Merry.
That's all i can write today.