"Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life" Proverbs 13:12

Monday, April 2, 2012

Stupid, Stupid AF

She came in full today, though she had made herself known last night.

I am very, very, very, very angry and upset.

I feel completely blind-sided. I didn't know that she would come so early, and I really took seriously the possibility that I might be pregnant.

Not fair, not fair, not fair.

Don't have the energy for reflection today. Beta on Friday.


  1. I prayed so much for you. I was so optomistic. This just sucks...it's not fair and it sucks! So, so sorry.