After the initial tears and shock, we are mainly just feeling flat. We really, really thought this one might have worked. But it didn't. We have named our precious little one "Easter" for obviously reasons.
I am, strangely, still filled with hope and trust in God. I know for me it always takes a little while for the news to sink in, but at least for the moment I feel okay. I feel the love of God despite the circumstances.
Earl and I went out for Dumplings, which is standard fare on sad-IVF days. They are for us the ultimate comfort food.
Please pray for us as we head towards tomorrow. I have so church related commitments tomorrow, and it's going to be a tough day. And please pray that this is the end, pray that our next little one we can hold in our arms this side of heaven! We are so tired of saying goodbye!
Now I'm off to watch a distracting movie with my Earl, who is the most wonderful man I know. I don't know how I could survive days like today without him.
Thanks for your prayers,