It's sunk in.
I am not coping.
I am sitting in my office crying and I am not coping.
I just want to quit everything and just go home to bed and never get up again.
I can't handle one more day of trying to act like everything is okay. I can't go through one more day serving people who have everything I want but take me for granted.
I can't go through one more disappointing cycle.
I can't say goodbye to one more precious baby for no good reason other than my body seems to be a death trap.
I am not coping. And I feel so alone :'(