Wednesday is the day!
I feel a little bit like I am moving from inside a dark tunnel into the sun. I know that this one might not work, and therefore there will be sadness again- but I am feeling like the trough that has been brought on by Thumper's due date has ebbed back to some normality. But who knows.
One interesting thing is that I am feeling incredibly healthy and energetic. At first I thought it was because I had been sick, so anything normal felt good in contrast. But I feel FANTASTIC. I thought maybe it was because I had lost some weight and was back down to a good healthy weight. Or maybe the slightly healthier eating?
But Earl's theory is it's the accupuncture, which hadn't occured to me.
Whatever it is, I am in a good place for this transfer.
It's so scary and so exciting.
Please, please, please Father- let this little one stay!