I'm making up a new word.
A Small Skinny Positive.
That is what I got.
The beta was 37, when a BFP would be over 100. As the nurse said, it's a mixed result. It's not a good result, but people do occasionally go on to have pregnancies after such low results.
So I really don't know how to think. This has happened before, we had a 20 beta last year. It doubled as it should for a while, but then died out.
I'm not sad, I'm not devastated.
But I'm not happy either. It's all just weird and strange. I really want this baby to survive.