Had a couple of really bad days. Yes, I am okay with adopting if thats where things are going. II will be a Mum to whoever will take me. What I cannot face is the 5-10 years it takes in Australia to adopt.
just before Christmas my youngest sister-in-law mentioned she really wants to buy and be settled in a house by the end of next year. Then she gave a coy little smile that shattered me. My very little BIL and SIL are going to try this year and the idea is killing me.
It is hard enough with my first SIL and her massive beautiful heart-breaking belly, another one, I can't even think about it.
I feel like I'm starving to death-watching those around me eat a 6course feast
And they are complaining there is not enough salt.