1 day until beta.
I have had the slightest touch of dark, old bleeding.
I am not totally without hope, but it feels like the kind of thing that is the warning of a bad day tomorrow. I'm praying like crazy, but I'm so sad, and trying to leave a bit of the emotions for tomorrow. There is still the possibility that everything is going to be good. But there is the real possibility of a big, fat, ugly negative and I am struggling.
I'm fighting off sickness so I am feeling tired and warn out as well.
Where the hell is my miracle?