"Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life" Proverbs 13:12

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Do I dare?

Do I dare even to start to think about it?

No bleeding except for a little bit over a week ago. Cramping-weird cramping that is not like period and not like Thumper. Day 42.

Can I even say it?

Could I be pregnant?

I don't know, it seems so unlikely that it could happen and so scary to get hopeful and be wrong.

But what if I am?


  1. pee on a stick. or call in for a beta test. OH MY GOSH what if you ARE pregnant. that would be oh so wonderful. fingers crossed.

  2. Infertility plays crazy mind tricks. Praying and hoping you are pregnant. What a wonderful miracle that would be!