I was a little bit worried that the reason I was in such a good place was that AF had not arrived and that this hope was what was keeping me going.
But while there can be no good time for AF- I am pretty happy with how things went today.
Just before finding out that AF was probably on her way, I realised I missed a call. You see, my lovely counsellor had called up a few specialist in the state which we are moving too- just to see if there were any that might squeeze me in. One of the doctors- who is quite high up in the field of IVF- is not taking new patients until February. But his personal secretary called to say she can book me in for an appointment in Dec! Yay! And so when AF came it wasn't of a cycle that didn't work that I was thinking of but rather of IVF in the future that might.
That is exciting and hopeful.
I have many other things I'd love to write, but life is mad, mad, mad in a good busy way, and I really should get off my butt and do some packing while I have 30 minutes breath :)
Love to you all, i don't know what kind of days you are having but I'm praying for strength and hope for you all. And lots of babies :)